ok tis tyme we talk bout some1 lak... the person yg aku ader cyter sket tyme 1st2 post blog nih... some1 yg dtg balek n make me serabot urgh!!! mcm chipsmore!
mybe tuh kelebihan yg dye ader swarer cdap... pandai men guitar, piano, drum, wat lagu... n dye memg penyanyi n komposer pon... ingat lagi b4 tembok besar ni terbina between us... tiap2 mlm he'll sing a song 4 me... lagu yg dye wat tok aku... lagu yg nak perform... lagu baru... akular jd org 1st yg dgr... awl2 even kol 3 pg ker 5 pg ker pas abes recording dye sanggop call jus 2 sing a gudnyte song for me... ingat lagy lagu mencintaimu... dye nyanyi dlm keta kat parking lotx tok aku... n maseh ingat lg biler 1st tyme jumpe dye nyanyi lgu yg dye wat tok aku tol2 kat tlinga nih... masok tlinga kanan tutup tlinge kiri... ingat smpai skarang...aku memang jenis x kesah pon dgn long distance relationship nieyh... sbb seyesly i can make it... but not 4 guys i tink... memglar rindu tp skrg kan dah modern skype 3g all tat ader... tp guy msty lar rser x ckop kan... diorg nak yg 24hours depan mater kot... dulu hari2 kot webcam jer... dye nyanyi maen gitar... n disebabkan dye jugaklar aku suker sgt lagu2 faizal tahir...
but since 3 months ago we all start renggang... all happened bcos he joined 1 reality tv kat astro tuh... b4 masok tuh he gets so excited... pray n asked me to pray for him... wut can i do? im just afraid of losing him but i need to trust on his talent... he said he'll never 4get me...but? hurm ayat yg aku slaloo ckp... biarlar org ingat i nih peminat gyler u...
b4 dye join tuh... ary2 kitorg webcam.... even dye seems cm bz sgt maken lamer mken jaoh tp dye try cntct.. aku da aser cm aku nih terhegeh2 dah... tular guys never b da same as starting kenal dulu... awl2 diorg yg terhegeh semacam.. lamer2? ya... biler masok tuh ader r gak dye send msg kol 5 pg ker bru lek shooting penat jus in 3 msgs only ok aku phm... then next wik nyer call aku n joking sometink... it enuf to make me smile 4 1 whole day... after tat diyam balek... jus aku cm peminat gyler tgk dye kat tv... x lamer lepas tuh after reherseal konsert he webcam me... happy to see him dah byk brubah rmbot dah laen... tp he looks so sellfish... bz with other person... ngadu psl sane sini story itu ini but never listen to mine... n u noe wut he forget tat my bsday is only in 2 more days! OMG wut a BF is tat???
n tis hari raya... u came back asking for forgiveness... u admit tat u made lotx of mistake n i xder wat salah per2 kt u... but still i can be cool... u explained everything but its too late cyg... aku bency diri aku even dye dah byk gyler ignore n saketkan haty aku... biler aku tgk dye ary tuh dlm haty nih sek ckp 'Ya Allah kenapalah aku syg laki mcm nieyh!!!" yup he's a master he's a master to read wut am i thinking... he know i miss him so much... he noe im mad... n 4 once after all those pain yg dye wat kt aku... aku kalah... memg dr dulu dye harap aku marah dye... n i did tat mara but it more to sadness for 1st tyme he sees my tears goin down... I hate him seeing tat... im not a weak gurl... i hope i can be a miss strong... ya but i tink i am wrong... aku sajer try ignore dye n x layan dye dr dulu n he admitted dye saket... r u sure? aku sajer wat mcm tuh biar dye x cari aku lg... aku x kuwat... aku xder saper2 yg faham aku from the inside jus like him... OMG feels like crying... n on tat day he sings a lot of song 4 me till morning... ya I miss him tis tyme I miss someone who still alive n Im moving to someone in real life... but the guy is not worth it 4 me... only 1 i said to him if u want the forgiveness face me... come to jb...will he?? i dont tink so... dye terlalu tamax terlalu berahsie... terlalu berjaga2... tkot kalaw org taw dye dah ader gf t x laku? so u can go on wif ur life... n again im a stupid gurl bcos I love such a guy like u n i damn in love with u... there's no 1 can replace u 4 a gudnyte song 4 me....only 4 a gudnyte song...
